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| 07:03pm 14/01/2003 |
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mood:  aggravated music: 311
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My sister is the fucking devil is disguise to make my life a living hell~ wtf is with this shit. i was happy when my brother left and now this little bitch starts up like she is fucking better then everyone else. she is driving me insane one of these days... grrr i just want to fucking hurt her really bad and THEN shes this HUGE fucking drama queen *wah wah wah* crying ALL the fucking time "mommmy she hit me" wah wah wah "i'm 10 yrs old and i act like im two look at me" wah wah wah god fucking damit someone just rip her voice box out thats all i ask! i cant take it grr shes the biggest little shit u could possibly immagine. see what happens when she goes to middle school next year... she'll go running her mouth and get the shit beat out of her. HA i will laugh in her face HA HA HA maybe then she will learn |
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| 10:00pm 13/01/2003 |
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mood:  bouncy music: good charlotte
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Some bad stuff has gone down recently but luckily things got better... I'm never doing that again! I love Phil :)
Some good always comes with Mondays.. Monday nights that is.. 7th Heaven abd Degrassi!! wooo hoo!! the 2 greatest shows.. hehe yeah laugh all u want~
Hmm my weekend went pretty well... Friday nite i worked till 9 then i went to Phil's house for a bit, saturday i hung out at heathers all day... we walked to circle K and back.. we had some good conversations ~ YEah we need to do that more often heather!! good times :)
It's always nice to have one of those canversations where u talk about the old times and all that good stuff. It's also nice to just get alot of stuff out
*Anyway*
Talking to Sara... miss that girl! we dont talk much these days
Alex's sweet 16 is comming up!!! grrr i wish she wasent so far away :( i need to find her number. fuck.....
well yeah today was ok i gess... came home and kinda just layed around blah blah dont get too excited there!! I'm outta here.... |
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| FUCK FUCK FUCK |
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| 11:50am 06/01/2003 |
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mood: pissed off music: Charlie squaking non stop.. and talking to himself
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Fucking school starts tomarrow
I fucking have to work today~ALL day
FUCK work
GRRR
2 months 2day for me and phil... today was going to be a good day.. All until i get woken up with a phone call from work Saying they need me... 12:30-7..... yeah god damnit i duno i really shouldnt complain its more money in my pocket and i need it BUT gawd why 2day.. of ALL days! Today was going to be awsome...
All my dreams were crushed by that phone call
lolz ok im just being lame ...let's not complain....
I'm sorry Phil :( Good luck to you guys finding a job!!!
Happy anniversary Phil~ I <3 You!!!
HAVE A GREAT FUCKING DAY EVERYONE! :)
enjoy it. ur last day of vacation! |
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| I hate Ketchup!!!!!! |
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| 11:48am 04/01/2003 |
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mood:  lazy music: slow motion
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My ear hurts... It was super bad last nite. i couldnt go to sleep because of it. Yeah and im not too big on pain so of course i cryed.. it was killing me. after like forever, I just gulped down nyquil... i slept quite well after that!!
I'm begining to worry about my sister~ She sits all day watching DvD's. She will sometimes watch the same one over and over. Why the fuck wont she go out and play? Exspecially when Phil is over... lolz.. we don't get our alone time with her here! *sigh* whatever.
I really wish we didn't have to go back to school.
I'm done. |
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| 01:46am 03/01/2003 |
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mood:  horny music: hehe actually i was all day... cause phil was here *wink*
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I Love you
I hate you
I can't live without you
Today was great :) man i feel so bad my friends are feeling like shit when i am finally so happy...
am I a bad person if i express how happy i am?
Who knows..... but i might as well take the chance..
****I Love phil so fucking much.*****
He makes me so happy. he's like. the best thing thats ever happened to me. PHil, u rock my world!
That "slide" ride was fucking awsome at the fair hehe luckily that ride will be there all year 'round =)
Life is so fucking great right now. I am sorry alot of u are sad and down im am here for u......
i hope i dont sound like a bad person.. for once i am just like the happiest i have ever been and i want to express it and let the world kno HOW FUCKING MUCH I LOVE PHIL!!!
Life is good :)
~!~ Tonite... rides, playground, slides, Phil :), lanna's shoe... savannah's belt / WHIP("OhGOD YES THATS IT, HARDER BABY") LMFAO!!!! that was great shit. haha yeah savannah u'll have to let us barrow that belt again sum time haha~!~
Heather dont worry babe things will work out!!
I love u ! I love you all ~ *Good nite* |
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| The Used rocks my world =) |
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| 03:35am 01/01/2003 |
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mood: bouncy music: the used
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Yeah i'm just chillin here when im shure most of u are passed out by now from partying too much. drinking too much. or whatever you all did on this lovely nite! Woo yeah im GLAD i dont work 2marrow.. i am like wide awake rite now. im my third mt. dew and yeah.. HA how was everyone's evening?
I went to phil's house.. and SURPRISINGLY his parents left us! HeHe well they left me,phil,eric and mason.. I was chillin with mason.. that little 2 yr. old is awsome lolz and so are his toys!! i swear that is like the only little kid that likes me.. lolz ~ yeah so once we got mason to sleep phil made eric leave muhahaha and then yeah .. Tonite was great :)
*I love You Phil!*
It turned out better then i had imagined. THERE IS A GOD =) dana, heather. u guys kno what im saying! lmao
AHH shit, we go back to school next week! I dont wanna go... I havent gotta my freakin report card.. i want it damnit.. so i can find out if they finally boosted me to 10th grade or if im still a lousy 9th grader.. grrr yeah and hopefully my grades are decent!
eeewy i got ketchup in my hair at work yuck i hate the smell up ketchup ! But yeah all thanks to the dorko-Joe,who decided it would be cool the smash a ketchup packet against the wall , i got it on me and in my hair. oh well so i took a shower again after work at least i was "so fresh n so clean" hehe yip yip yip!
Well, sadly, i shall end this entry now. hehe peace out ppl~ |
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| It's so hard to say goodbye .... |
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| 12:11am 28/12/2002 |
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mood:  blah music: NFG-sincerely me
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Tomarrow will be a sad day in my life... we are putting megan down.. (for those who dont kno, she's my dog whom i've had pretty much all my life) She's bin bad for a while.. but noone has had the heart to put her down... but today i gess she was bleeding pretty bad from her nose.. tumor.. gross i kno.. so when my mom picked me up from heather's house she told me.. i drove home i couldnt manage it.. but i still drove. it was bad.. it's sad.. i kno i will be crying. my parents want me to go with them, to the vet in the morning. heather is staying home i gess, my mom thinks it will tramatize her. YEAH it will tramatize me too. But it's the best for magan... she is in so much pain, you can tell... Yeah i get annoyed when she howels alot (cause shes in pain) but that doesnt mean i hate her and want her to die... I'm going to miss her bunches :(
i gess on a brighter note....
Phil is comming over tomarrow so we will finally get to hang out... we havent seen eachother in a while!so it will be all good when i get to see him i miss him :(
last nite me heather savannah lanna and mike went to this haunted house and brought my video camera.. caught some weird stuff on tape. nothing too drastic happened tho i gess cause there were alot of us. it was interesting tho. they all kept freakin out cause they heard like a woman breathing (in the room where a girl was murdered) and in another room then kept hearing voices.. but i gess i have bad hearing cause i couldnt hear it... i was getting mad! in the living room i gess, we saw these like 3 green glowing balls, in a circle that we could only see on the camera. couldnt figure it out.. then me and mike went back there alone later at like 3 am (yeah i was scared) looked back at the same spot with the camera... there were like 10 of the green glowing balls, in 2 straight lines. went around the room with the camera, when back and it was back to 3 balls in a circle... i was like YEAH LETS GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!!
ok im done here
OH WAIT by the way, those who have seen that picture which was POSTED by little mister ANDREW ... i wasent looking at the mag.. lolz i was about to put it in the attic cause i had to hide it from heathers little sister! cause she was looking! at it so i had to take it from her and heather walked in with the digital camera.. and i posed for the camera with it just for kicks i didnt really think she'd put it on the internet! lolz
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| something i forgot to mention last nite.... |
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| 11:47am 26/12/2002 |
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for those for care, Alex called me yesterday! I was so relieved.... i was so happy to hear her voice.. I hadent talked to her in like 2 months... She's fine, she's living with her mom still. I really dont like that idea, but its better then foster care :-/
I miss her so much
Our friendship is still as strong as ever :) Ever tho we barely get to talk and she's all the way in mich.! BAH I hate when a really good friend moves away!!! Alex and karissa both :(
At least i kno i dont have to worry about karissa replacing me.. hehe cause i gess from what she tells me the ppl there are really lame. NOONE as cool and dorky like me =) |
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| 01:18am 26/12/2002 |
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[ current clothes ] boxers and my yellow jacket
[ current mood ] sick
[ current music ] bowling for soup
[ current taste ] nothing
[ current hair ] up in a clip
[ current annoyance ] my computer
[ current smell ] nothing... my nose is stuffy
[ current thing I ought to be doing ] sleeping.... i gess
[ current desktop picture ] a christmas tree with piglet looking up at it
[ current favorite group] cant think of just one...
[ current book you're reading] havent been to the library so nothing yet
[ current CD in CD player] mix
[ current movie in dvd player ] probably lilo and stitch and goldmember
[ current color of toenails ] nothing
[ current refreshment ] nothing
[ current worry ] going to work tomarrow... not getting over this cold...not getting to see phil... hoping ashley is ok....
last person
[ you touched ] i dont remember
[you talked to ] my mom
[ you hugged ] my uncle
[ you instant messaged ] natalie
[ you yelled at ] my sister
[ you kissed ] phil...
favorite
[ food ] mama rose's pizza~yum :)
[ drink ] mt. dew (no too big on alcohol)
[ color ] orange
[ album ] NFG-Sticks and stones... yeah,shut up
[ shoes ] my black adidas cause they are so comfy
[ candy ] im not shure
[ animal ] dog, penguin, iguana,tiger
[ TV show ] 7th Heaven/ Degrassi/ Lizzie Maguire
[ movie ] mallrats,lilo and stitch, aladdin
[ dance ] umm yeah....
[ song ] sigh.... "Last Kiss" is only one of them..
[ vegetable ] broccli, only with cheese tho :)
[ fruit] grapefruit
[ cartoon ] i duno
are you
[ understanding ] somewhat
[open minded ] sometimes
[ arrogant ] I dont kno... AM I ?
[ insecure ] yessum
[ interesting ] i dont think so..
[ random ] maybe sometimes
[ hungry ] no i feel sick
[ friendly ] yes
[ smart ] haha i duno
[ moody ] of course, always
[ childish ] yes..
[ independent ] overall, yeah
[ hard working ] when i want to be
[ organized ] not at all
[ healthy ] no
[ emotionally stable ] umm i gess so
[ shy ] yes
[ difficult ] durr
[ attractive ] Ha umm yeah i doubt that one
[ bored easily ] only sometimes
[ messy ] yes
[ thirsty ] no
[ responsible ] yeah
[ obsessed ] with what?
[ angry ] no
[ sad ] yes, because i havent seen phil since like forever :(
[ happy ] kinda sorta in a way thats funny... haha i love that
[ hyper ] try tired
[ trusting ] most of the time
[ talkative ] depends
[ legal ] define legal
[ horny] rite now? hmm well i- lolz nevermind
who do you want to
[ kill ] all those ppl putting alex through all that shit
[ to love you] my bf i gess.. hehe i duno
[ slap ] myself, for being to bitchy 2day, to the ppl who called to wish me merry christmas and i was just a bitch.... cause i was so tired
[ tickle]phil.. heheh cause he's like the pillsburry doughboy ~ lolz well he doesnt make the noise but he is really ticklish *evil grin*
[ kiss ] phil, of course :)
[ look like ] someone really pretty so i wouldnt be soooo embarrasing to phil...
[ talk to offline ] *shrug*
[ talk to online ] mike... cause he doesnt have a phone hehe and he always makes me feel better~ the only downer is he wil go on and on about nicole ! lolz no offence to my dear friend nicole or anything!!
wow im done.. weee yeah i think i need to go to bed
christmas was good~ my g-ma is awsome.. on x-mas ever she was like "just between u and me, when u get ur license i will give u $1,000" ha fuck yeah thats so cool! thats enough for a cheap car. i'm excited about that! blah blah i duno what else.. i had a really weird dream last nite (within the hour of sleep i actually got) there were buffalo.... and lanna and savannah and it involes this little statue.. it was kinda scary at the time, but now i think of it and it's actually quite funny ~ well im off to bed... ~savannah, let me kno whats going on, i say we go to the movies another nite, but i still want to go shopping!!!~ |
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| BAHHHH |
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| 02:32pm 21/12/2002 |
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mood:  sick music: rocking around the christmas tree......
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DAmnit i hate being sick.... sooooo sick... *anywho* i am finally back home in CLEAN clothes..lolz since thursday i was living off my jeans, jasmine shirt and DQ shirt ... BAHH yeah now i am clean again hehe~
so lets see.... thursday i worked, after that, i couldnt find a ride home from work till like an hour later cause my house phone line is lame and didnt want to work blah blah blah then i went to heathers, went to the haunted house with heather and mike.. lolz i sooo want to go back there, with more ppl! And heather, dont for get about that house by that darrel guys house, we need to check that out!! oo i love getting scared.. hmm so yeah saturday went to work again from heathers (same clothes from the day b4 i felt like a bum!) and then after work heather savannah and lanna picked me up and we went to the movies, weeeee i saw the santa clause2 again i love that movie! heather saw harry potter and lanna and savannah say drumline... yeah as u can tell, we couldnt agree on ONE movie!
haha that was funny... me and lanna were sitting outside of seven K (k-mart) lolz and we almost witnessed a fight! between little kids lolz *here comes the first graders.... second graders.. and oh my, looks like a 3rd grader! he must be the leader of the pack* lolz that was great , they were just all like "ok guys lets go smoke" hmm yeah im in elemntaryschool and im cool cause i smoke... *I go to skyline high!!~ Oh yeah? well i go to Pelican High, beat that!!* lmao that is when u kno the kid is LYING about what school they go too~ omg and the little kids where are me like a pac of wolves trying to get cigs. im like i only have a few left and the chick just didnt kno where to stop ! god now i kno how ppl felt back in the day when i bummed off them... but i wasn't like "oh plz plz plz plz" like the annoying twerps there.. lolz as lanna says, i am a "tobacco-dealer" that was fun
then 2day i am back home and i was supposed to go to work at 12... but yeah i just called in sick.. i wouldnt last.. last nite i was just like AHH i wanted to die
sean, again, sorry about the melted misty!! haha next ill make shure its better lolz~
gonna go lay back down on my couch~ just a chill-out-get-better-day for colleen! hopefully nat will stop by later, wee havent seen her since thanksgiving! |
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| *Fucked up visions in my head, i'm a fucked up kid that's what they said* |
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| 04:34pm 16/12/2002 |
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I was in a pretty good mood today!~
Took my parenting final... that was sooo super easy. AWESOME! it was all mulitiple choice and true/false.... and half the questions from the begining were reapeted at the end. i'm just scared about world history and biology! we get to use our notes n shit for world history but wade took it and said it was still really hard. and my biology teacher is just fucking wack so more then likely, she will put stuff on there that we NEVER studied.. hopefully what little i remember from last years biology will come in handy.. lolz.. but if i fail biology AGAIN, i will be really pissed... i've done all my work in there all year but yet i manage to maintain a "F"! i'm just glad i get out of there next semester!! ~
Ya kno, it's funny how you misinturpret ppl... like, you look at someone and just assume that they are a certain way, then later, when you actually talk to the person and get to kno them, come to find out, they are pretty awsome and not stuck up or what ever you presumed of that person.
Well as of last nite, Phil and I are back 2gether :) for those of you who didn't even kno anything about it... and who actually care.... yeah.... we broke up a few days ago. but every thing is all good and gravy now! So YAY for me! :)
I told my mom last nite.... i need to get help.....
I HAVE A SHOE ADDICTION PROBLEM!!!!! hehehe i got another pair of shoes last nite... they are pink converse hehe but can't get them till christmas!! WEEE haha i think that by now, i have a pair of shoes for every day of the week!
Christmas is going to be good... i can't wait.... I love the good spirit in everyone. seeing how happy everyone is!!
OoOoOo me and dana exchanged gifts 2day.... i hope she likes what i got her! she got me this really nifty wizard holding a crystal ball or whatknot its awsome!
BLAH i think i've written too much here already... who REALLY reads all of this stuff anyway?!?! lolz bye bye |
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| just havin fun ... being stupid.. with mike..... lolz |
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| 11:14pm 11/12/2002 |
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AgEnT FeLix 23: NOoOoOoO
AgEnT FeLix 23: dont make me do it mike
AgEnT FeLix 23: !!!!!
OhYeaItzMike: :puts gun to head:
AgEnT FeLix 23: nooo plz
AgEnT FeLix 23: u wouldnt do it
AgEnT FeLix 23: u dont have the guts to shoot me
OhYeaItzMike: :bang, scares the hell outta ya:
AgEnT FeLix 23: HA didn't even flinch
AgEnT FeLix 23: muhahaha
OhYeaItzMike: okay then
AgEnT FeLix 23: hmm well ok so maybe it scared me alittle
OhYeaItzMike: :screams "Bitch", shoots her in her leg:
AgEnT FeLix 23: ahh fuck
AgEnT FeLix 23: thats not cool
AgEnT FeLix 23: now u damn well better just kill me
AgEnT FeLix 23: so i dont have to suffer
OhYeaItzMike: :The nararator that has been describing the actions says, "Bitch it's a flesh wound, suck it up"
AgEnT FeLix 23: well then. :grabs the gun and shoots him in the "groin" is it called?: haha
OhYeaItzMike: haha the narrator is in pain
AgEnT FeLix 23: :as he squeels like a dying pig, in pain, the girl says "ahh its just a flesh wound. Be a man!!":
AgEnT FeLix 23: good stuff
OhYeaItzMike: haha great stuff |
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| 10:47pm 10/12/2002 |
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Had a good conversation with Cari at work 2nite.... i never knew she was in lori,david,john's (and all them) class in middle school. talking about the past..... 8th grade..... wow... i miss it so much. if only things could go back to that. but like i always tell david, i must put the past behind me!
I'm always living in the past. i really need to steer myself to the future. see all the great things i have now, and not dwell on the past for which i miss so dearly! *damit colleen stop it* ok hehe~ Sorry, had to have a little moment to myself there. I can't take for granted all the things i have now, which might not be there tomarrow, as i've learned in the past.
damnit i hate being brought in the middle of other ppl's relationships! *hint hint* u should kno who you are...... lolz but i'm not mad *nicole* i just dont like having to "choose sides", ya kno?
*DAMNIT ANDREW CHEER UP*
when i become filthy-rich off of my bags i will buy you a puppy!! hehe~ think all my money will get you know-who's attention??? *LoLz*!!! I love you kiddo, cheer up!!
Shit man, i can't wait till fianls are OVER WITH!!!!
WaHEEE i think Phil is comming over 2marrow! awesome!
better go do that longly awaited homework! pEaCe |
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| 01:15am 07/12/2002 |
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mood: head aches... so tired..... music: this gift
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I am famous!!! haha ... this girl.. i dont kno her name,(i kno she is andrews friend) was standing behind us waiting in line for neptunes and shes like "ur colleen arent you? u made that bag for ashton"? im like yeah wow i felt special ~ and she said the bag is awsome. hehe so now sean thinks i am going to become rich off making bags for people and i will become a sell-out and care about nothing other then my money hehehe i dont think that would happen..but it is an interesting theory!! *lolz*
the show was ok... kinda wish me and phil just hung out at my house as planned in the first place but it was ok still cause at least we got to hang out!
drank sum alcohol... can't remember whut she said it was... i just drank it ... lolz it was good... only enough to get like a 10 min buzz lolz but it was good.
yeah colleen needs to get laid.... said that to phil and he fuckin said sumthing about me prostituting which pissed me off so i left for a bit... which is where the alcohol came in hhehe
dudeee good thing we got there when we did... the turned away like 1500 people getting in there... haha sorry to those of u who couldnt get in :p maybe next time.. lolz
work 2maroow... bed time... nite nite.... |
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| 09:10pm 05/12/2002 |
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mood:  devious music: do u belive in magic
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Yeah 2day has bin pretty shitty School was lame but whuts new i kept my head high tho cause i THOUGHT phil was going to come over so i had something to look forward to! Sigh... but that didn't work out he never showed up never called or anything i tried calling but noone picked up and then i see him online and he doesnt want to talk I really think he is trying to tell me sumthing he never seems to want to talk grrrrr maybe its just me over reacting.. AGAIN
well its a bit better now cause i just went out and got sum wendys and now im back to talking to u, my dear friend,live journal!
watched on the line earlier.... ok i'd say joey needs to just stick with nsync cause if he ever went into a rock band like in the movie he would suck lolz his voice just does NOT go well with the music...
i might be going to neptunes 2marrow nite.... yeah i kno the bands arent the BEST in the world but oh well.... i need to get out more anyway!
*I'm afraid of britney spears and christina agulara*
ummmm im done here....... i think |
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